Does astrology matter, Real or Myth? (Long)?

Alright, I'm frickin lame aquarius which I guess now means that I'm an autistic F**K, ugly, but really smart and unique, which puts me to believe that it isn't reel. But the thing is........is that I'm F***ing retarted. If anybody that I knew ever put me and smart together they would laugh. My IQ is 93, which is like borderline sped. In my head I think I inherited that from my dad because me and him are more on the low side of the spectroam. Not the brightest bulbs. He's Scorpio I guess, but I don't know what that means but w/e. Also, the unique part, I mean maybe, Idk. I don't really see myself as really that unique maybe my whole life i've tried to fit with the "normal crowd" out there or the non-queeriouses. Anyway, also the ugly part..people have called me the songbird of my generation so yea think of it that way, but yea I am pretty good looking, good genes what happens in genes stays in genes. Also the autistic part, I use to be crazy like when I was in like elementry school and middle school. I use to like scream stuff like in the hallways and was always the talkative funny popular kid in cl. Teachers would always tell me to shutup in cl. Anyway, long story short I got caught for drinking with my buddies in the summer before 8th grade, and I had this big fallout with my good buddies,I also never was able to keep friends very long always was in a new group every year able to make new friends easily but I dont know if that applys to being aquarius, got into like this severe depression and wanted to like kill myself. Long story short that year I was a loner quiet kid more like aquarius traits. Anyway high school happened new friends end of story. But I'm just wondering why am I so different from other aquarius's is it because their all different? Is it because I always wanted to be exactly like my older brother when I grew up when I was little, people say Im exactly like him? he's taurus? Also my sister is a virgo and thats supposed to be like the quietest of them all and she's really outgoing crazy person, so is it genetic or is astrology BS? Also my mom is more quiet and is a gemini? My other sister's cancer and she's quiet and really weird? Also I think I might be psychotic, but one of those psychotic people that you dont no that there psychotic but there so normal that there psychotic type? So maybe Im so psychotic that I dont carry aquarius traits? Idk, whats your opinion real or myth?